Just JUMP!

So I did it...I had a photoshoot this weekend. A little self concious but I had to just do it. At least I will have some updated shots so I can get some work! It'll be about two weeks before I get them back, but here is one that is up so far:












I really love the work of this particular photographer. He does some beautiful things with color and has a funky style! I also met about 6 other photographers during the shoot. They all really liked me and want to set up some gigs, so it was a very productive day! I was SOO tired by the end of the shoot! Ya know how I have that naturally sad look most of the time..well that means for me to even look slightly pleasant, I have to engage my facial muscles somehow...and I'm not even talking about smiling..so by the end of the shoot I needed a facial massage! Needless to say I skipped out on the party Saturday night at the studio! It was a nice break.

I got to work with Larry again! That is always a pleasure! I also met another model from Mt. Juliet who was GORGEOUS! His name is Richard. Would love to work with him again!

Was listeneing to an old CD I have and really diggin this one:

This is my brand new day starting now
I let go the things that weigh me down
And rob me of the beauty that’s to be found In life all around
This is my prayer without ceasing the negative releasing And I rise above my burden is easing
I bring the pure flow, like water around
The rocks of life won’t pull me down
I bring the pure flow, drink so deep
The river of life, my soul at ease
I bring the pure flow, like water around
The rocks of life won’t pull me down
I bring the pure flow, rising above
the storms of life To live and love
This is my brand new day in the light
Troubles rising up on the left and the right
I keep my eyes fixed on where I want to go The rest will follow
And this is my prayer without ceasing the negative releasing And as I rise above my burden is easing
I bring the pure flow, like water around
The rocks of life won’t pull me down
I bring the pure flow, drink so deep
The river of life, my soul at ease
I bring the pure flow, like water around
The rocks of life won’t pull me down
I bring the pure flow, rising above
the storms of lifeTo live and love
This is my brand new day starting now
Letting go of the ways that I fall down
The old can be made new, the lost can be found, the lost will be found
This is my prayer without ceasing the negative releasingAnd as I rise above my burden is easing

A second go around

So I've tried this blog thing before and it lasted for a whole two entries...that was 2 years ago. I've always liked to write, and I enjoy reading others blogs and thoughts and while reading them wish I could do the same...so here goes...again.

This was my first entry of my last blog....with added thoughts from now in red:

Why do I get so sucked in to romance movies....like the notebook...I really felt so connected to that movie!? I think I just love to be swept off my feet and can never get enough! I want to be romanced 24/7.

Definition : romantic ( n): Merrida. One who enjoys the enchantment in a relationship.

Things that tugg at my heart strings (in no particular order):

1. romance movies( explained above)

2. country music -I think I will always love country music no matter how stupid some songs can be and no matter what they're about...I grew up with this music and for some reason we have a hard time letting go of things that tie us to our childhood. There's something about that twang I that just gets me!

3. People who are truely sincere -mercy is NOT something I have in abundance on people, but when someone is open with me and is truely sincere, my heart goes out to them. THis has also gotten me into much trouble. I tend to be naive or gullable and trust too easily. I want so badly to believe in the good in people. I have learned time and time again to keep my wall up longer, but I don't want to have a wall up, so I tend to take it down naivly!! I wonder when I will learn... This being said, if I let my wall down for someone and they burn me...like I said before, MERCY is NOT something I have in abundance on people. You'll be in my tall, strong wall book for a long time!

4. singing, dancing, modeling career- somehow I just can't let go of this desire...I know it's in me. Anytime I am doing these things I feel like I am really being me.

5.Those brief moments that I wrap my mind around God's greatness..need Iexplain more?